Lost Loved One.I could blame myself for the rest of time,Lost Loved One. by Mozzie549
I still constantly think that it is a crime.
You left me with a feeling of extreme guilt,
This life I have now is something I have just built.
You left this life without any warning,
Ever since that moment I've just been mourning.
I've just been filled with so much blame,
Not knowing an end to all this shame.
I have just kept dreaming that I hadn't stopped,
Constantly going back to the that point where I had dropped.
Your memory lingers in my broken and empty heart,
Ever since that day all I've wanted was a fresh start.
Tears flowing down like the rain,
you left me filled with so much pain.
I'm just so sick of pretending,
Always waiting for that ending.
I've been waiting in the dark that you left behind,
Been living in an unsafe state of mind.
Wishing that i could tell you that I love you,
Especially knowing that you loved me too.
For my LoveFor my Love by Nicolaas-G
Had no meaning before you
was a fart on the wind
a word from a dictionary
words spouted by meaningless chatter
by people with no understanding of the true meaning
Had no existance in my life before you
where emptiness ruled my heart
my being, my very self
I had no understanding of it, not in any sense
Not untill I met you
Not until your smile melted the ice that was my heart
Not until your being filled the hollow that was my soul
Not until your laughter filled my being
and your tears made me feel
Had no purpose in my life
Had no meaning to my being
Had no truth to it at all
Was a meaningless word
A child's fantasy
A thing in the movies
A thing of dreams
And then you came along
And made me believe
Made it real by making me feel
For the first time in my life, really feel
You are the meaning of the word love
You are the very existance of love
Personified in who you are
In every fibre of your being
You broke down the walls
You let your love f